because you wouldn’t make the effort then and you won’t make the effort now. because all that matters/ed is how you feel and what our relationship did/will do for you. because what is best for me was always second priority. because even I saw it that way for so long.
I don’t want to force our friendship. there’d be no point. but once again I’m disappointed you couldn’t find room for my needs in your actions or my love in your life.